Its seems as if everyday school seems to be getting longer and longer, and it's becoming harder to concentrate. The worst part is that it isn't even all that nice out yet. the weather has been getting nicer, which doesn't help, but i cant image how it will be once summer actually gets here. sitting creamed in a small class with about 30 students is going to be unbearable, especially with one that doesn't have windows.
the school year is coming to an end and i couldn't be any more excited. i want to get out of high school, but I'm also scared of what this summer will bring. it's going to be the beginning of a new chapter of my life. i want to enjoy my first summer as a high school graduate, the urge to do absolutely nothing is there, except i have to work. i need to pay for my education. oh how being rich sounds so good right now.
as for losing control, many things seem to completely out of control. time especially, everything is going by so fast. Germany is in less then two weeks. I'm overly excited, and before i know it all I'll have left are countless pictures of time spent there. i so often wish i could find a time machine, or a 'time turner' like in harry potter and go back in time and do things over, not making the sames mistakes and do things i wish i had done. life is so short. you shouldn't take the chance and hold back, go with your gut instinct. life is to short to regret everything.
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Sunday, March 22, 2009
I Don't hate you... actualy, I do.
okay, this is an old post and i found it and liked it and i have no clue why it wasnt published. but its being publish now :D
So there was this kid.
and every one hates him
and I'm stuck with him, all the time.
hell on earth
it's not just disagrements, or rivalry anymore.
it's pure hate
i now knwo why some people do certian unforgivable actions.
if they have to deal with someone like him every day i wouldn't blame them.
the person whose dead is the real problem.
sometimes we just cant put up them anymore.
is it our faults that the person has to be so fricking intolerable.
no.
it's that persons fault
and after 15 years of trying to ignore them
eventualy you can't anymore.
you just break.
and they happen to be around
and the cause
and you just can't hold yourself back anymore
and the next thing you know,
it's peacefull
nomore retarded ass kid driving the hell out of you.
sadly, the world doesnt seem to think the dead people are the one to blame, so you cant do anything, you just have to hope that one day he'll just fall into some pit and get left there. or someone else takes it apon themselves to do it for you.
or that maybe, the kid might just realize that NO ONE LIKES HIM, and he'll start leaving us alone.
So there was this kid.
and every one hates him
and I'm stuck with him, all the time.
hell on earth
it's not just disagrements, or rivalry anymore.
it's pure hate
i now knwo why some people do certian unforgivable actions.
if they have to deal with someone like him every day i wouldn't blame them.
the person whose dead is the real problem.
sometimes we just cant put up them anymore.
is it our faults that the person has to be so fricking intolerable.
no.
it's that persons fault
and after 15 years of trying to ignore them
eventualy you can't anymore.
you just break.
and they happen to be around
and the cause
and you just can't hold yourself back anymore
and the next thing you know,
it's peacefull
nomore retarded ass kid driving the hell out of you.
sadly, the world doesnt seem to think the dead people are the one to blame, so you cant do anything, you just have to hope that one day he'll just fall into some pit and get left there. or someone else takes it apon themselves to do it for you.
or that maybe, the kid might just realize that NO ONE LIKES HIM, and he'll start leaving us alone.
Saturday, March 14, 2009
This is an emergency, so are you listening?
Some teachers just don't that we're not all little Einsteins, that we have lives and need sleep. My french teacher especially seems to believe this. She just gave us this huge ass Research paper to due, not only is it our second language, it's also 5 pages long, and we have about a zillion stupid little details to put in that are worth about 20 marks each, we also only have 3 classes to do it. and did i say how much it's worth? 75 fricking percent of our term mark.
Insane? yes, i believe so
Seriously though, doesn't she realize that we have other classes that we have work to do in. i have a speech to write for this Friday, which is not started yet because I'm waiting for TVA to reply my email so i can get info to start it, there's also an English research paper that i have to do. Luckily my teacher is actually decent and gives us about a month to do one that's half the size of the french one and doesn't have half of the stupid things we have to do for French.
i showed the paper my french teacher gave us saying what we need in our essay to my friends, who are in enriched classes, at a french school and she doesn't do stuff like this. she agrees that the teacher has problems. Like having to highlight 20 enriched words and using them in the paper, putting letters after all these stupid questions that we have to answer and the time giving to do it. and my mom think's it's stupid as well.
there is no way possibly I'm going to be able to get it done. and like the teacher is like well, if you don't use your class time better then i wont be able to give you more class time to work on it and after two classes you'll have to hang it in. dude, we don't have to work on it in class. we can do stupid grammar exercises and do the work at home. it's a lot easier that way, more work will get done and like you can give us a week or two more to work on it. it's a win, win situation. but being the retarded ass that she is, she wont do that. it's too nice.
Insane? yes, i believe so
Seriously though, doesn't she realize that we have other classes that we have work to do in. i have a speech to write for this Friday, which is not started yet because I'm waiting for TVA to reply my email so i can get info to start it, there's also an English research paper that i have to do. Luckily my teacher is actually decent and gives us about a month to do one that's half the size of the french one and doesn't have half of the stupid things we have to do for French.
i showed the paper my french teacher gave us saying what we need in our essay to my friends, who are in enriched classes, at a french school and she doesn't do stuff like this. she agrees that the teacher has problems. Like having to highlight 20 enriched words and using them in the paper, putting letters after all these stupid questions that we have to answer and the time giving to do it. and my mom think's it's stupid as well.
there is no way possibly I'm going to be able to get it done. and like the teacher is like well, if you don't use your class time better then i wont be able to give you more class time to work on it and after two classes you'll have to hang it in. dude, we don't have to work on it in class. we can do stupid grammar exercises and do the work at home. it's a lot easier that way, more work will get done and like you can give us a week or two more to work on it. it's a win, win situation. but being the retarded ass that she is, she wont do that. it's too nice.
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Save us, this city's contagious
If there is one thing that is really annoying, and I mean down to the bone annoying is when sometime copies you, or one of your friends. There's this girl in my grade, and it's as if she's trying to dress just like one of my friends. Like come on, there a difference with being inspired by some one's fashion sense and strait out copying her. it's fashion plagiarism for crying out loud. and the worst part is, she does it and looks hideous. her pants are to tight and to lose in the wrong places, and she cannot walk in heals.
sometimes friends dress alike, they have similar styles and they have pieces of clothing that are the same or resemble each other, but they don't dress exactly alike, they don't do the same coloured pants with the same coloured shirt and same kind accessory. when everything is exactly the same it just becomes frustrating. like jeez, find yourself your own style, your own signature, give that style your own special twist instead or mimicking hers.
Copying a persons style makes you seem fake, a wannabee, and most likely you don't want to be her. so it's best to not dress like some to not give off that vibe. Because, if you do, there's a 99% chance that you will get picked on about it, people will comment, it's the way of life. especially at a high school.
This one's for you kaka :P
sometimes friends dress alike, they have similar styles and they have pieces of clothing that are the same or resemble each other, but they don't dress exactly alike, they don't do the same coloured pants with the same coloured shirt and same kind accessory. when everything is exactly the same it just becomes frustrating. like jeez, find yourself your own style, your own signature, give that style your own special twist instead or mimicking hers.
Copying a persons style makes you seem fake, a wannabee, and most likely you don't want to be her. so it's best to not dress like some to not give off that vibe. Because, if you do, there's a 99% chance that you will get picked on about it, people will comment, it's the way of life. especially at a high school.
This one's for you kaka :P
Scream it Like You Mean it!
On Friday another bad will be playing :). it's the third this year, and also the first performance from a school band. Go In Progress. It's going to be fun, seeing fellow class mates up there rocking their hearts out. What's really cool about them is that they are actually really good, most of the time the bands from Massey suck ass. Don't get me wrong, the musicians are really talented but they are all the same genre and they're lyrics aren't even words. It's just some random guy screaming into a microphone. It's not entertaining at all, and it gives everyone a killer headache.
I'm really excited for the show, and i really really hope that people stay and watch this time. the first band had a great turn out. there were kids everywhere. The last band, well, lets just say they weren't as popular, the cafeteria was full... until people finished their lunches and left. Which is very discouraging for the Band.
So we'll Cross our fingers and hope the students are more enthusiastic about this show.
I'm really excited for the show, and i really really hope that people stay and watch this time. the first band had a great turn out. there were kids everywhere. The last band, well, lets just say they weren't as popular, the cafeteria was full... until people finished their lunches and left. Which is very discouraging for the Band.
So we'll Cross our fingers and hope the students are more enthusiastic about this show.
Saturday, March 7, 2009
My Ship is sinking, I'm thining I'm done for.
Ahhh.
Okay, this is so not fair; March break is almost over! I hate it!. It feels like if it only started yesterday, and that i did absolutly nothing. which, in a sence is kind of true. I sat in bed for most of the week, but hey, that's what a break from school is all about :D. The thing is, i feel like i've acomplished nothing, I normaly work all of the break, which is very tiring, but the money is a nice thing. :)
I'm suposed to go shopping with a friend, and i really, really, really, want to go, i haven't spent time with her in a long time. And she's a good friend of mind. i miss spending time with her, but our scheduals never work out. which sucks ass. Hopefully my mom will take us on monday *cross fingers*
I've done one thing(half done) i wanted to do during the break. I met-ish, someone. then had to lie and i didnt even get his name. the sad part is that he is about 3 years,if not more, younger then me xD. yes, pathetic, i know (sorry Meeca >.<) but, on my defence he looks alot older then he appears. I'm so going to hunt (I'm not a stalker) him down and show my friends the 17 year old looking 8th grader.
Okay, this is so not fair; March break is almost over! I hate it!. It feels like if it only started yesterday, and that i did absolutly nothing. which, in a sence is kind of true. I sat in bed for most of the week, but hey, that's what a break from school is all about :D. The thing is, i feel like i've acomplished nothing, I normaly work all of the break, which is very tiring, but the money is a nice thing. :)
I'm suposed to go shopping with a friend, and i really, really, really, want to go, i haven't spent time with her in a long time. And she's a good friend of mind. i miss spending time with her, but our scheduals never work out. which sucks ass. Hopefully my mom will take us on monday *cross fingers*
I've done one thing(half done) i wanted to do during the break. I met-ish, someone. then had to lie and i didnt even get his name. the sad part is that he is about 3 years,if not more, younger then me xD. yes, pathetic, i know (sorry Meeca >.<) but, on my defence he looks alot older then he appears. I'm so going to hunt (I'm not a stalker) him down and show my friends the 17 year old looking 8th grader.
Purpose
This blog was created for the fact that my Journalism teacher wants us to blog :P
and well, seeing as it's a class, i guess i must do so. but,i don't find blogging such a bad idea, its a good way of getting your opinions out and you can often bitch about people and they wont ever know about it :)
so, since i already do blog from time to time on myspace, whats so bad about doing it hear instead, more frequently as well [because i have to :( ]. so hears to blogging for Mr. Colley :P woo! lol.
and well, seeing as it's a class, i guess i must do so. but,i don't find blogging such a bad idea, its a good way of getting your opinions out and you can often bitch about people and they wont ever know about it :)
so, since i already do blog from time to time on myspace, whats so bad about doing it hear instead, more frequently as well [because i have to :( ]. so hears to blogging for Mr. Colley :P woo! lol.
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
