You are the only exception.

Why is it that when your single you meet all the cuties.
Like seriously.
What. The. Fuck...... I think it is really unfair.
Also, why did the super cute athletic friend not start to show interest before.
Like when you were still single, instead of acting NOW and maybe making things awkward.
If I were single I would defiantly give him a chance.
I've been with my boyfriend for almost six months and really, really, really like him. I am not about to leave him because suddenly you show interest.
But like if you had showed it more before you would have had a chance.
Oh well. Things happen for reasons.
Its just annoying.
And cute boys. Oh my god. Why do u always show up at the wrong time!!!!!


Reality is stupid. Point black. That is why I think all this occurs.

I thought you said that you said you'd come find me, I thought you said you'd be home by now.

I hate you, and then I love you.
It is like I want to throw you off a cliff.
And then Rush to the bottom and catch you.

Just thinking about it makes my heart flipp.

A year ago I would not shut up about him to my best friend. The hot baker. I tried to convince her multiple times to go and try and see him. I wondered if I ever had a chance with him.

Four and a half months ago. I no longer wondered, I was his. The impossible almost seemed to become possible. I went from being someone he never noticed to first priority.


Two and half months ago. Everything was perfect.

Now. I once again cried. He once again doesn't catch the sarcasm. everything came out. I have no clue what is going to happen now. I can just hope we can make this work.

I really do like him a lot. Maybe almost love him. If i didn't care I would not cry myself to sleep. I'm willing to put all my effort in this to make it work.

Hopefully he will do the same.....