I thought you said that you said you'd come find me, I thought you said you'd be home by now.

I hate you, and then I love you.
It is like I want to throw you off a cliff.
And then Rush to the bottom and catch you.

Just thinking about it makes my heart flipp.

A year ago I would not shut up about him to my best friend. The hot baker. I tried to convince her multiple times to go and try and see him. I wondered if I ever had a chance with him.

Four and a half months ago. I no longer wondered, I was his. The impossible almost seemed to become possible. I went from being someone he never noticed to first priority.


Two and half months ago. Everything was perfect.

Now. I once again cried. He once again doesn't catch the sarcasm. everything came out. I have no clue what is going to happen now. I can just hope we can make this work.

I really do like him a lot. Maybe almost love him. If i didn't care I would not cry myself to sleep. I'm willing to put all my effort in this to make it work.

Hopefully he will do the same.....