It's always the same god forsaken thing. The same old song stuck on a continuous repeat that you cant stop. It makes you want to scream so loud you shatter the window, Makes you want to rip off you skin, crawl into a hole and never come out.
Your friends can't relate to you because they just don't know how it feels either, it's just not something they're had to live with.
Reading about it in books is also very different from living it out.
It may never actually be all that serious either, a little roughing up here and there. but there's always the what if. What if it happens when she's not there to back you up, not there to stop him.
Not there to save you.
Pushing it out of your mind only helps for the moment. It's comes back worst with other things adding making it all that much more unpleasant.
And its funny how hard it is to say that one silable word. Help.
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment