It got old, but you cant blame it all on me

wow. it seems as if so much has happened.
cegep, living on my own, break ups, back togetherness, another break up, another (secret) relationship, new friends, new roommates, broken door, iffy friends, homework. its all overwhelming. and all with a month as welll.
its horrible. some of thing things i can't really grasp properly either. Like. i partially feel like a whore. because, if you break it down i left my ex for a past love. i guess you could say. and i do really really like my bf. and i had waited so long that when the opportunity came i just couldn't say no. but it couldn't have come at any worst of a time. and there's the fact that my best friend doesn't like him. it kinda sucks. sometimes i think i should have waited and see. because like hey. this all might be a mistake. but if it is i'll just learn form it and deal with the mess it leaves when the time comes. any-who. on to other things. CEGEP
And well, it is just the best. i really love it. my course are great. minus my English class. we are completely re-learning how to write an essay. i think by the time i reach CEGEP i know how to write an essay, i've been doing it for only 4 years now, i think i know what im doing. to give an example who how pathetic it is, today was our theird class on how to write an introduction and making a good thesis. pathetic. i know. and to top it off. in im the highest english at my CEGEP. English used to be one of my favorite classes. as it is obvious my spelling and grammar are really not up to par. but i love to write and i enjoy most literature. but other then english being a shity class my other classes are pretty interesting and my schedule is to die for. :) i'd hate to brag, but i'm normally done by 3 every day of the week and i dont have the annoying 2 or three hour breaks between my classes; however, i do start at 8 everyday of the week excluding Friday. which i actually like, i can go out lat eon thursdays and i can sleep in on fridays. its great.

I absolutely love my new friend's ive made. they're great. abd really funny. i've really got my psych teacher to thank for it too. because if she hadn't made us turn around and say high to the people behind us i would have never met them. we're all pretty different but we all seem to get along really well. which i really like. and they aren't drama & attention craving people. which is nicee. im really sick of drama.