Ugh. I hate how when things seem perfect they ALWAYS mess up. Its getting to the point where i seriously dont know why i even bother anymore. If your not going to give a shit, then why should I? It's NOt likei dont already have enough things to worry about. What makes it worst is for once in my life everything felt right, everything with my friends is great, no drama,no issues, nothing. School was and still is great. If Only things at home could have still been the same. I try to ignore the problems. which i seem really good at. It makes things easier that way, i dont have to worry about friends being all "omg are you okay" and often i completely forget about it and can enjoy myself with my friends. But there is always somthing the ends up bringing it up in the end. especially when ima round them too.. I'm at home for a whole 48 hours on the weekends and its enough time for my mom to bitch at more for countless retarded reason and to say how much she hates me.
What a perfect life.
I could easily fix the problem, find a job in the city. then i dont have to worry about that bull. but they;ll call every day asking a million questions which doesnt help. and i miss my cat and enjoy two days of not having to make myself supper.
i just wish things would calm down, and go back to how it was those two months when school first started im really getting sick of all this.
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