Argh.

Is. Fucking. Sick. Of. This.

I might be slightly over reacting. But I think this is as bad as it is making me feel. Is it really nothing to fret about when you Boyfriend goes out for supper with his ex, while you asked him to hang out a few hours before, getting no reply from him at all that evening. To me it is something to fret over very much so. To me it seems almost like he was sneaking around. he says he didn't tell me because he didn't want me to freak out, if he had told me "hey i can't do anything tonight because imalittlewhore asked me to go do something, I'll see you tomorrow" or something like that, i would have taking it differently, because it shows that hes not hiding it and that it isn't something I should be worried about it. Now finding the text and realizing it was when he was not answering me all night makes me fucking pissed and gives the idea of sneaking. And now, tonight having the guts to invite me to go eat and then tell me never mind because he's half way there and my friend cant make it until seven just makes it all that much more pleasing. I want to slap him.
It's all scaring me because I like him a lot. A lot more than i probably should and they way he's been acting almost seems like he doesn't care. i feel like we're hanging by mire threads that are starting to split. And I'm pretty sure there are a few people just waiting for those threads to break.