Let's Kill tonight.

Okay. So here is the deal.
I WANT TELL YOU TO GO FUCK YOURSELF.
But then again,
I do not want to go and blow it out of proportion.
But I'm Pissed.
Really.
Really pissed. And there is a legitimate reason.
Him.
Starts with J.
ends with a
N.
And I am just at my breaking point.
perhaps. It's complicated.
Yes, I understand doing nothing is boring.
But then again, not wanting to do anything i propose is just about the same.
SO DON'T COMPLAIN!

So what i want to say is. I am not ready to give up. I am scared he is.
which is very very very scary. Like, argh. It makes me cry. and a whole lot more. But I'm trying. I'm a student i don't have millions to go blow like your stupid friend. But that does not give you the right to ditch me for them. I see you two fucking days of the week and you don't even make an effort, it's heart breaking.
So, I'm hope he grows out of it. or Bye Bye us i guess.
Sadly.



On brighter news, CEGEP is almost done :)